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Monthly Archives: September 2009

today our first avocado-pit – planted september 25th – got company, a second pit joined him. this second nucleus was pealed first, frozen for a couple of hours and hit by a hammer three times before sticking the 3 nails in it – 2xa plus r and n thinks she’s dead – i don’t think so!

my opinion is that she’s looking more alive than him.

now 2xa plus r and n told me i can’t say he and she to our pits – i don’t think so again… haha…

so, to give you an image in your head how they look like and love each other, here a little picture…

good night!

p.s.: the best of my self-developed photos are online!

developing-time was 12 minutes, the first perfect result…

peace, love and blubb

…of the work from yesterday and today – 6 films developed, 2 films already scanned – bravissimo…

bamfixeudahias and i – we did it! good night!

take some chemicals…

mix them with water and fill them into the developing-box > shake it like bamfixeudahias does…

i’m tired!

mm

2xa plus r und n und ich bastelten uns heute aus gesunden bio-zutaten semmelknödel und eine schwammerlsauce dazu. es mundete, als haette es ein haubenkoch meisterhaft gezaubert – dieses mahl…

na gut, ein wenig muss noch am gesamtkonzept gefeilt werden… aber fürs erste mal ein tolles ergebnis!

avocado gehört zwar keine zu den semmelknödeln, gezüchtet will sie aber dennoch werden. 3 piekse in den gewaschenen kern, installiert auf den rand eines glases welches so voll ist, dass der avocadokern etwa zur hälfte im wurzelfördernden wasser hängt. dunkel will er es auch der kern, also ab damit ins klo. möglicherweise hätte man ihn mit einer geeigneten konstruktion gleich direkt ins klo applizieren können… haha…

auf gutes wachstum,

mm

…i thought when i stepped out of my shower, right after having a bath. where are my interests? yes, right, they are in my head – in my brain. but the question is: what are my interests? do i have some? is anybody able to tell me what interests i have? i don’t know exactly – i think there is nobody. even i can’t tell you  – no – false – even i can’t tell myself what my interests are.

there are so many of them in my brain – but they change so fast! i lie in my bath tub thinking about my interests: “i’m interested in shampoo!” in front of me there is a shampoo bottle, designed like a princess with a crown – just to give you a picture in your head. i like this bottle very much! so i’m interested in shampoo.

no – stupid example.

i’m interested in shampoo, i mean – shit – where are the words! i’m interested in the process of developing things – not just shampoo. how do you develop shampoo? is there a woman with long hair and they are testing all kinds of shampoo with her hair? hm, i don’t know but i’m interested in it.

i stepped out of my shower and thought about the drops on my body running down to my toes. i took my towel and wiped them away thinking about the process how the drops go over to the towel. how they change their form and shape, how they feel. it’s about processes and feelings.

but it’s all about priority. the most important thing in life is to earn money. yes, i agree with myself and perhaps you guys out there. it’s not the most important thing.  but it is. hm, i’m weird. the most important thing is that you are happy. your soul should be okay. happiness.

but you need money – anyway! you need money to buy some food, to have an apartment – why is it so stinky in my apartment although the windows were open the whole day?! – you need money. and here is the priority!

what are you going to do first?

are you brushing your teeth or going to the toilet? are you having breakfast or go back to bed? are you doing the laundry or studying physics? are you…

you have to have priority, i mean – you have to do things in an order which fits earning money. hm… weird again!

when i think about earning money and my interests it’s hard for me to find out what i should do for work. i like processes, i noticed that. i’m studying process engineering – that’s suitable. but i don’t like they way they teach the stuff. i hate the way they teach the stuff. stop!

i like taking pictures. i hate my pictures. they are lifeless, they are boring, they are… i don’t know – have to improve my vocabulary. priority! taking photos with digital camera > fast process: take picture quite fast, look, delete/keep; with film > study the motive, think about photo, take picture with correct exposure, develop.

the thing is, you have to take pictures with a digital camera like if you exposure a film. do you do that? i don’t. i can’t. i don’t know why.

i hate that.

but you know what, you have to eat…

my brain

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…was a great evening at kunsthallencafe karlsplatz! but what are you thinking about…

we had a great light at about 19:30…

thank you for your time, roman!